Please stop bullying.
Every single person in tumblr MUST reblog this! is important
Today seemed to have its good traits yet, behind it all it was full of my on going stress, pain, urges, and hate. I chose to wear a smile, to actually try to be happy and be fun to be around, but truthfully I don’t even know why. Every time I do try this I find my self making a fool out of my self, make a disgrace of my self, followed by me being alone once again. I feel as if every time I try to fit in to this society, this world that I am just thrown I big fat rejection. Did anyone make even the slightest effort to learn about me when I arrived at this school, nope not at all. I have tried talking to kids, tried being their friends, like hang out with them and such, but I feel as if i annoy them. Ending up being blown off as we have made plans to hang out for the weekend and then suddenly at the last second i end up alone as usual. I give up, I rather be secluded into a small box where I would not disturb any one’s lives. This plan has turned in an epic failure, I guess it just was never even meant to be.
New plan, Speak less, and use something to drown out this pain once more.
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